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  <title>The KoO KoO's Nest</title>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:callekoo:14579</id>
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    <title>so long, farewell, aveda...ok I moved.</title>
    <published>2008-09-16T01:04:52Z</published>
    <updated>2008-09-16T01:04:52Z</updated>
    <content type="html">....when a person sees a squirrel being chased by a bird...that somehow reminds them of me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;just a thought.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;at least i'd have a spiffy furry tail that I could whip people in the face with.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So..today i'm being random.  It's not unusual for me in person but usually when I write a blog I go somewhere with it.  This one, I shall not.  No one reads this anyways so WHY NOT!?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But...before I get all random:  I moved.  I am now a Massachus-ion?  Ah, Kingston.  My over creative imagination allows me to find things to do but I haven't really met anyone around here.  But I kind of like it...the solitude allows me to open my mind a little more.  Spend more time doing things I never had the time to do.  So I guess it's positive at the moment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've become incredibly overtaken by classic/old movies.  I now find myself sometimes talking like how they use to.  I'm such a weirdo but I definitely think I was born in the wrong time era.  I loved the way they use to dress, even though I probably wouldn't be able to breathe with a corset on.  And new movies are just dull.  I love movies where everyone is so proper and sophisticated.  It actually showed that we had and used our intelligence.  Also, i've been watching millions of foreign films.  Those are great too.  Andddd while i'm on the subject of "classic" stuff...I've become the typical 60 year old woman and have started to read every novel written by Jane Austen.  I also started to read "Twilight" just to see what all the hype was about...and to know what i'd be getting into before I watch the movie whenever it comes out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SPEAKING of movies...HARRY POTTER! UGH! i'm pissed they moved the release date until next year, how rude! No really, that was definitely not needed.   Like I haven't been crazed enough as it is waiting.  Even though the books are better and i'm still convinced I would have made a much better Hermione lol.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, I guess I didn't turn out TOO random..and I could keep writing but oh well...ta ta for now.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:callekoo:14263</id>
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    <title>WALL-E!!</title>
    <published>2008-06-27T23:13:32Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-30T18:02:08Z</updated>
    <content type="html">note to self; Watch these movies:&amp;nbsp; &lt;strong&gt;Brideshead Revisited, The Fall, Coffee and Cigarettes, Garden Party, Sixty Six, Transsiberian, Under the Same Moon, Bolt, Son of Rambo, Priceless, The Edge of Heaven, and The Visitor.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh and I foolishly forgot to mention.....WALL-E COMES OUT TODAY!!! woooo i'm headin to see in it an half hour. Pixar, one day I shall work with you. (oh and I saw the movie Fierce People yesterday and it was quite good. Check it out.)&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;img style="WIDTH: 390px; HEIGHT: 190px" height="255" alt="" width="555" src="http://s3.amazonaws.com/graffiti/77666f6f3c0c9c1bae59a585c81b0c7c_580x270.png" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;(Wall-E graffiti I did on Facebook)</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:callekoo:14077</id>
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    <title>I wonder..</title>
    <published>2008-06-27T21:45:35Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-28T17:08:22Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Holy moley..i'm making a record number of posts!! Haha..I'm never on this but I have the day off and what am I doing? Sitting on the computer.  Of course, after my fun wild adventures. =P&lt;br /&gt;So, I have two things on my mind.  But before I get to those two things:  I think i'm moving.  We might be moving to a small town in Massachusetts.  I've never even been to that state before haha..i'm afraid it'll be hard to meet people and i'll just become a hermit stuck inside her home all the time.  We'll see. but ok so the two things:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One:  I'm doomed.  I feel as though i've really screwed myself over.  I don't think my life goals are really going to pan out the way I thought they would.  I was going to try to be a digital animator (my dream was to work with Pixar) but now I feel as though I don't have enough talent for it.  It's some damn hard work and it takes a lot of time but there are so many people out there that are already a million times better then me and as years go on it just becomes more advanced...i feel like i'm too far behind and there's no catching up.  Of course i'm interested in other types of art (photography, ceramics, sketching, painting, film, theater..so on) but it's almost as if any type of sense I had made for my life is gone and now i'm just a wondering empty sack....melting into the shadows.  That sounds emo (what a terrible word) but oh well.&lt;br /&gt;second: I NEVER look through magazines and I NEVER watch reality tv shows but for the past couple weeks I have...and all I have to ask is: WHY!?!??!  Why do people get so wrapped up in these people?  They are PEOPLE just like anyone else! Why do you care about their every move...what they do at all hours of the day...who they are with and whether or not they are pregnant??!  I just don't get it.  I've dated a couple "famous" people in the past and guess what? They were not different from anyone else.  They have just sought a career that happens to show their face a lot but in the end it is just a career like everyone else.  I just don't understand. But again, oh well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That's all.  Oh and from my last post about Japan: here are some pictures:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos-496.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v248/10/57/541080496/n541080496_3083544_1849.jpg" width="300" height="300"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos-496.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v248/10/57/541080496/n541080496_3083543_1518.jpg" width="300" height="230"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos-496.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v248/10/57/541080496/n541080496_3083661_8971.jpg" width="300" height="300"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos-496.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v248/10/57/541080496/n541080496_3083676_3492.jpg" width="250" height="300"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos-496.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v248/10/57/541080496/n541080496_3083708_4055.jpg" width="300" height="230"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos-496.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v248/10/57/541080496/n541080496_3083806_448.jpg" width="300" height="300"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos-496.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v248/10/57/541080496/n541080496_3083822_5319.jpg" width="300" height="300"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos-496.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v248/10/57/541080496/n541080496_3083830_7204.jpg" width="300" height="300"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos-496.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v248/10/57/541080496/n541080496_3083861_7635.jpg" width="300" height="300"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos-496.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v248/10/57/541080496/n541080496_3083862_7973.jpg" width="250" height="300"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos-496.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v248/10/57/541080496/n541080496_3084044_7500.jpg" width="300" height="300"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos-496.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v248/10/57/541080496/n541080496_3084056_1250.jpg" width="300" height="300"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos-496.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v248/10/57/541080496/n541080496_3084070_5791.jpg" width="250" height="300"&gt;(picture i drew when i got bored)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos-496.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v248/10/57/541080496/n541080496_3084097_4039.jpg" width="300" height="300"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos-496.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v248/10/57/541080496/n541080496_3084119_3796.jpg" width="300" height="300"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that's only like 20 pictures out of 400 haha</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:callekoo:13808</id>
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    <title>Traveling</title>
    <published>2008-06-26T03:16:47Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-28T17:09:07Z</updated>
    <content type="html">oh by the way....I finally made it to Japan!&lt;br /&gt;I was there for a few weeks...in some ways I was disappointed, but in others extremely suprised.  The bad thing was:  the people there are extremely racist!! I would have never imagined in my life I would have been treated that way.  Everyone, and I mean everyone, stares at you...and not in a good way.  I was confronted by plenty of people, yelled at in japanese, told to leave, and refused service.  Some people were nice and polite but for the most part they all hated me.  "Gaijin," incase you don't know, is a bad word for a foreigner.  I was called that a good number of times.  BUT!!  It was extremely beautiful there!! Never could have imagined such beautiful sites.  We climbed two mountains, including Hakone and Fuji.  We travelled all over Tokyo and visted pretty much all the touristy sites.  I must say that i LOVEEE the country side a whole lot more then i do the busy city/tokyo side.  Tokyo just reminded me of New York City times 4 and in a different language and much cleaner haha.  The kanji symbols made it a little tough to figure out how to get around and what to say but I made due with the japanese that I had learned, enough to get by anyways.  And I love how there is no tax there and they don't believe in tipping haha.&lt;br /&gt;All in all, it was a wonderful experience.  If I ever decide to go back though i'll definitely make sure to learn fluent Japanese so I can yell at people back haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Next summer i'll be in Turkey for a few weeks then Hawaii for a month.  And I might be back-packing through Europe with Jessica.  But we'll see.  Ta ta for now.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:callekoo:13362</id>
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    <title>Hellooo out there</title>
    <published>2008-06-25T07:39:25Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-25T07:41:51Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Bleh, my page is disgustingly pink...but it was the only thing I could find to update it with since i'm too lazy to make my own.&lt;br /&gt;Again, it's been like a year and a half since i've used this thing.  I don't know why I always randomly come back to it.  But I figure I might as well add a post since i'm on it...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Soo...it's summer, a break from college...but I started a new job that is horrible.  I've already started mentioning a two-week notice, hah.  I think my creativity just won't allow me to succumb to a boring, regular job.  It makes me feel like i'm just constantly having a brain fart haha.  Pretty much all I do now with my free time is relax with friends, read, and watch movies.  I feel like i'm 80 years old already.  But maybe that's not such a bad thing...80 year olds are suppose to by wise and full of knowledge, right?  I feel like I went from being a child to a senior citizen in a time period of a few months...completely skipped the teenage years, oh except for those nasty hormones and that awful thing called puberty.  I'm also being very sarcastic with most of the things i'm saying in this.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But yeah...people now know me as the girl who brings a blanket and pudding (or some type of small/transferable snack) to the movies with her.  OHHH speaking of movies...Wall-E comes out next week!! AHhh, i'm terribly excited!! Pixar, my future working space...oh how I love you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Welp.  I'm bored already so I'm going to make this a "short" post.  Till next year hehe&lt;br /&gt;-Eris.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos-h.ak.facebook.com/photos-ak-sf2p/v248/10/57/541080496/n541080496_3092047_5353.jpg" /&gt; &amp;lt;-- a recent photo of myself.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:callekoo:13250</id>
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    <title>can you hear me?</title>
    <published>2007-02-12T08:53:08Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-12T08:55:49Z</updated>
    <content type="html">yeah as always i randomly get on here after like a year or two of not writing.  Somedays i just get really bored so I randomly look at my old sites.  So ta-da, i'm writing.  So i'm not in high school anymore and i'm pretty much a loser cause i chose to take a year off before going to college.  And now it's getting close to the fall [as in my year is almost up] and i'm JUST NOW putting in my college application to College of Charleston and i'm pretty sure I won't get accepted because my SAT scores were horrible and it's so late in the game.  My GPA was alright it was a 3.7 but still....ugh, i suck.  But the break was REALLY nice lol i got to travel a lot and worked a little bit so saved up some money and chilled with friends.  A lot of horrible things have happened since though as well.  Like....Hugo broke up with me after after a year and half.  We were talkin about marriage and all sorts...HE brought that up not me so made it seem like he was head over heels for me which i guess he was until one day he just decided i'm not the one for him and broke it off...i took it very badly, still am...i went a week without eating cause i was so sick to my stomach about it all and then stephanie and my managers helped me get back on track eating wise.  It's been about a month and a half since it's happened and i still think about him everyday and can't stop thinking about him...i love him so much and it kills me to know he doesn't love me anymore.  He slept with Anna Butler who was my friend....that killed me even more.  I dunno what to do...everyone keeps tellin me i'll find someone else but I don't WANT anyone else...bleh.  Then two weeks after that my friend Adam Botello got in a serious car accident and was put in a drug-induced coma for a longgg time and had a screw put into his head to release pressure and a metal rod stuck in his leg.  He had a lot of trouble recovering, they pronounced him dead on the site, and then later told us that he would have the brain of a child for the rest of his life.  But just the other day they let him come home and he's doing sooo much better...he's standing on his own, talking a lot, and almost back to normal! it's so great.  But a week after his accident i went to California just to chill at the San Fransisco University dorms with Jason but the day i arrived i got a phone call from hugo telling me there was a car accident...i thought maybe he was just talkin about Adam but no, he was talking about one of my best friends Francis Nguyen.  He said he didn't make it.  Francis was driving with his friend Grant and for some reason they swirved a little to the right of the road and then he overcorrected and swirved to the left and hit a truck.  I was in California when the funeral went on so everyone was there and got to say their last goodbyes except me.  I felt like I was dying inside with what all was happening.  I still do.  I've never felt like i've lost so much in my life before...i feel like i've even lost myself.  When i got back from California Francis' family took me out to dinner and then to his burial site...which was really nice.  I think about him and hugo every morning....and occasionally during the day.  There are moments when i space out even if someone is talking to me and start thinking about them and other things that have happened in my life.  I know everyone goes through these things but...i'm not as strong as everyone else.  I want Hugo back, I want Francis back...i want i want i want, i'm so selfish.  But I really do feel like i'm dying without them...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm sucha depressing person.</content>
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    <title>callekoo @ 2006-05-27T00:43:00</title>
    <published>2006-05-27T04:42:33Z</published>
    <updated>2006-05-27T04:43:20Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i miss kevin&lt;br /&gt;and i regret a lot of things.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:callekoo:12761</id>
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    <title>oh my...are u sure it was me?</title>
    <published>2006-04-09T16:13:09Z</published>
    <updated>2006-04-09T16:13:09Z</updated>
    <lj:music>romeo and juliet soundtrack</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Ok so i'm never on here but i decided to today...it is spring break, yay for that but that's not what im going to write about...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So prom...it's my senior year and i've never been to prom and i figured i'll prolly never go cause no one has asked me *cries*  I feel so unloved but ALAS i was talkin to mason at work the other day and we were talkin about a certain someone and he mentioned that the certain someone was talkin about how he was thinkin of asking me to prom!! AHHHH....that'd be so crazy if he did woot i'd feel like a princess lol but i'm not sure if he will or not..i hope so cause i'd really like to go.  But really guys: WHY NOT ME?! lol why  doesn't anyone wanna ask me? how rude. lol...gosh what a loser i must be.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But yeah...just wanted to share my lil tid-bit of exciting news.  Woo...&lt;br /&gt;~Calle</content>
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    <title>Holy Nutmegs!</title>
    <published>2006-02-25T03:47:00Z</published>
    <updated>2006-02-25T03:51:25Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Billy Idol, yar.</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I can't believe i'm updating...it's been....FOREVER!!  Ah, how weird it is to come back to this lil site lol that no one prolly looks at anymore...po livejournal *Sniffle* a long with xanga...wow it's been a while for that one too. Anywho:  Quick update: I'm doing better then before...i've been feelin better and working so i've got my own money to spend so i don't have to rely on others so much.  I'm not exactly sure what i'm going to do from now on now that it's getting pretty damn close to school being out...college isn't really my thing.  Everyone is so excited over it and i'm just like...yeah...haven't sent any applications or anything.  So overall: i'll be a bum on the street =D.  Say hi to me if u so me, don't be a prick and throw eggs at me.  I'm watching the Wedding Singer right now!! woo...that was random but i love this movie ^.^ and i've been up to my ears in AP projects...i'm really tired of it...i work so hard to get a bad grade cause of things being late cause we have a new project EVERY monday.  Arg &amp;gt;.&amp;lt; it's ridiculous.  People who take all AP classes are INSANE.  I have one AP class and one Honor class and that's just about all i can take....can't even really do that lol.  Why can't people just get money without having education to such a high level? lol...ok that was a dumb question but arg i'm so tired of work...we work and work just so we can get money to have a happy life and by the time we are done working the only thing we do with our money is use it to survive in a nursing home cause by then we are too damn old to do anything.  Yeah...well, speakin of work i have work tomorrow so i guess i might as well get off this thing.  Peace people! no idea when i'll write again...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&amp;hearts;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~*Calle*~&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <title>TEDDY!!!</title>
    <published>2005-05-04T17:41:18Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-04T17:41:18Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Hammer to Fall--Queen</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Just to Teddy:&lt;br /&gt;I'm at the school right now and i looked up ur site *ardent games* and the computers here won't allow it cause it has the word "games" in it so it automatically closes the web browser...grrr!!! Soooo for that coding that takes away the title/url ur gunna have to find a root url or something so that we can open it at school...i derno, just thought i'd update u since i'ma administrator now haha =D&lt;br /&gt;~*Dolly*~</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:callekoo:11777</id>
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    <title>mass murder &amp;gt;.</title>
    <published>2005-05-03T17:34:56Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-03T17:34:56Z</updated>
    <lj:music>mr. blue sky</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;damnn...every single time i TRY to stay in my fourth block (starting to get in trouble for amounts of skipping) i end up getting in a fight with that damn kid Peter Miller.&amp;nbsp; Gawd..i NEVER hate people but this person i absolutely can't stand...hate becomes a common word in my mind when around him.&amp;nbsp; I Can't stand one thing about that kid...even the look of his face wants me to beat him up.&amp;nbsp; *incase u don't remember i'll do a quick update about him*&lt;br&gt;Peter Miller: Tan mexican lookin fish boy.&lt;br&gt;Enjoys to hump chairs cause he is a fag and can't get anything except inanimate objects&lt;br&gt;Thinks he's absolutely the most awesome thing in the world...gahh i can't wait till someone makes him look like a complete fool.&lt;br&gt;Yeah..the list goes on...&lt;br&gt;anywho: this kid has thrown me into chairs, slams the drawer into my stomach, tried to choke me in the fucking hallway...and grabbed my fucking ass.&amp;nbsp; ok if i hate you, don't u dear touch me..kfajflkjsf&lt;br&gt;So today he started doin his usual "youra fucking goth, shut the hell up bitch" and i blew up, startin yellin at him and walked outta the room...ekk i dunno how much trouble i'll be in but for now i'm just gunna skip the rest of the day....GAHHH im hate guys right now &amp;gt;.&amp;lt; asssss...hoooles *says in lil kids voice from meet the fockers*&lt;br&gt;but Yeah...just wanted to rant a lil about that so i could feel a lil better lol...peace!!&lt;br&gt;&amp;lt;3&lt;br&gt;~*Dolly*~&lt;br&gt;&lt;img style="WIDTH: 280px; HEIGHT: 380px" height="409" src="http://www.nightmovesprom.com/dresses/5106.jpg" width="280" border="0"&gt;to go to prom or not to go, that is the question...lol (not the dress i want but i thought this was purdy ne ways)&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:callekoo:11732</id>
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    <title>holy jezuz!!</title>
    <published>2005-05-02T17:22:48Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-02T17:22:48Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Thirteen Soundtrack</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;My word it has been a while since i've updated...dear me! lol...yeah so i'm in class right now and i usually don't update anymore cause i skip this class and when i get home i always forget to update but here we are!!! (^.^)/ ello everyone =D missed yaz!&lt;br&gt;Ok so thing have been complicated as hell and i've been pretty depressed lately...can't really talk much about it though cause half of it deals with people who might or could read this.&amp;nbsp; But...to start of what is making me pretty depressed right now is the Lauren and Brooke died in a car accident the other night...it was horrible.&amp;nbsp; Their car swirved and hit on coming traffic and hit this car head on and both cars blew up...brooke and lauren were pronounced dead at the site, i believe the other is in critical condition and im not sure about the driver...and i guess another person in the other car died as well.&amp;nbsp; People are wearing shirts at school with brooke's picture on it and it just makes me go crazy...i see it and it's just like *bam* a slap in the face cause it shows you how short life can be...they were only 15. Didn't even get their sweet 16 yet (though mine wasn't very sweet...pretty much sucked).&amp;nbsp; And then I got in a fight with Hugo and that kid has been ignoring me for days...i practically beg on my knees asking for him to talk to me and he just acts like ima ghost so i figured screw it...i'm done trying, i'll play it his way and just won't talk to him anymore.&amp;nbsp; It still really bugs me though but i'll get over it.&amp;nbsp; Then Teddy was being dumb...he was playing around and said he was going to block me so i was like HAH *blocks* got u first!! just messing around ya know and he get on his other screen name cursing at me..im like omw...since when is blocking taken as murder? so i blocked him again for cursing at me and that kid is STILL going crazy over it...faggish.&amp;nbsp; My mother has been yelling at me cause i've decided not to go to prom...who the hell yells at their kid for trying to save them money?! But yeah, i don't have a date...if i DID have a date i'd prolly go but yeah...all my friends want me to go but i want the day i go to prom to be the day i have an actual date...so it can be kinda romantic-ish, ya know?&amp;nbsp; Not some lame tag along.&amp;nbsp; I had someone in mind that i wanted to go with but yeah...that didn't work out...i suck when it comes to guys &amp;gt;.&amp;lt;!!&amp;nbsp; That and half of the guys i know don't wanna go to prom...gay.&amp;nbsp; But i at least still have my senior prom to go to...which i will go to no matter what.&amp;nbsp; Arg!&amp;nbsp; School is getting close to over...i've got so many mixed feelings about it...half of me can't wait to get out but the other half wants to stay around my friends.&amp;nbsp; I know once i get outta school i won't talk to them all summer or do ne thing with them and that just bums me out...*sniffle*&amp;nbsp; but then again i hate most of my classes so it's like YESSS no more damn work.&amp;nbsp; And another thing that's got me mixed up is me being a senior next year...like i'm soooo excited to get outta school, i've been waiting my whole life for this...but now i'm also sooo friggin scared.&amp;nbsp; I dun wanna leave me friends...i dun wanna grow up, get a job, have an actual life where i can't depend on my family for everything...it's freaky.&amp;nbsp; The fact that I, Calle Kaonie Kida Marie Teresa Le' Non Cu Neeko Chenevey Schrader (yes, it's long...and embarresing but hey..when the time comes for it, call it how it is) or aka Dolly (much easier) will actually be an "adult". It's so messed up.&amp;nbsp; I don't know where i wanna go to college, or if i even WANT to go to college....all i know is that i wanna travel.&amp;nbsp; Which i'll most likely do but i'll still have the financial problems (yeah for back packing in europe and japan!) but man it's scary...me on my own...ack!! So many things to think about...but for now, i'm gunna skip class...sooo BUBYE!! &amp;lt;3&lt;br&gt;~*Dolly*~&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://photobucket.com/albums/v324/callekoo/?"&gt;&lt;img class="pic" style="WIDTH: 305px; HEIGHT: 233px" height="1024" alt="Image1.jpg" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v324/callekoo/Image1.jpg" width="1280"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <title>exciting and busy</title>
    <published>2005-03-30T20:39:36Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-30T20:39:36Z</updated>
    <lj:music>ddr music</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Well spring break seems to be going pretty well..i've been busy everyday so far which has NEVER happened before.&amp;nbsp; All my breaks usually consist of my doing what i'm doing now: spending each and every second of the day on the 'puter.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; Sooo...to update:&amp;nbsp; been hanging out with Stephanie Wilburn and Stephanie Sato most the time.&amp;nbsp; Two days ago Stephanie Sato and I walked from Palmetto Hall to the movie theaters, watched "Miss Congeniality 2" which was hilarious..bahaha her boobs were all outta place...funny stuff, then we walked to adventure cove (thought we were going to meet Maria there but she ended up not making it) and i mooched money off of Marcus and got a subways lol, yum...then we walked back to Tabby but the WHOLE entire time we were walkin to all these places, almost every car that passed us either honked, whisteled at us, or rolled down their windows and yelled out "hey baby" or something close to that sort.&amp;nbsp; 90% of them were mexican lol (not hating on mexicans or anything...just stating the facts).&amp;nbsp; Everytime we tried to cross the street SOMEONE would beep and scare the hell outta us..it's like "WTF ARE U TRYING TO DO?! make us look so we DO get hit?! fags."&amp;nbsp; and then one car stopped in the middle of traffic and it was a car full of mexicans and they asked us if we needed a ride...hm...i wonder what woulda happened if we did get in the car O.o&amp;nbsp; scary.&amp;nbsp; Then when it was like pitch black and i was waiting for a ride at Tabby this car of mexicans pulled up next to us and started talkin in spanish so i'm like "Stephie...you know spanish, make them go away...in spanish." and they were like "Hola...donde esta?" i'm like O.O AHHH!! *freaks out* he has like scary piercings, tattoos and stuff too lol.&amp;nbsp; And they wouldn't leave!! ..finally i like turn my back to them to start laughing and they back up and go away but po' stephie was scared to go in her house cause they might follow her lol i was like "run to ur house, lock ur doors...be safe." lol.&amp;nbsp; It was pretty exciting though, it was fun to walk around...though i'm scared of cars lol and a cop car was right infront of us while we were trying to cross.&amp;nbsp; Then yesterday i had Stephanie Wilburn over and we watched "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" which ROCKED \m/(&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;)\m/ that movie was awesome, i dun care what Ross says...i loved it.&amp;nbsp; Then we tried getting a hold of Tuan but that kid is NEVER home and then we got a hold of Ross and Hugo and ended up meeting up with them at the movies and watched the movie "Robots" for the second time...i &amp;lt;3 it lol.&amp;nbsp; Guys are weird...they each sat a seat away from each other and us..i'm like "wtf? do we have cooties or something?" lol.&amp;nbsp; Then we went to java joes and met up with like 50 million people and the security people came and kicked us out then we went to this hotel for a party but that turned out to be a failure and got threatened to have the cops called on us...then walked on the beach and OMW i saw the most beautiful thing i've ever seen in my life...it was the moon and it was bright orange and was almost hitting the ocean water and the stars were shining and the moons covered tiny lil parts of the top of the moon...wow.&amp;nbsp; I wanted my camera so bad.&amp;nbsp; I wanted to just sit and look at it all night but of course the guys wouldn't do that lol...it was amazing (i know i know...i'ma dork).&amp;nbsp; So yeah...then just went home, put on The Lion King 2 for Stephanie lol then fell asleep.&amp;nbsp; Now i'm here...i'm suppose to call Ross to see what we are doing today but i'm being lazy.&amp;nbsp; They won't miss me =P and hugo still hates me!! WTF?!&amp;nbsp; am i really that bad?!...arg &amp;gt;.&amp;lt; I hate when guys won't tell me what it is i'm doing wrong...pisses me off so much.&amp;nbsp; But yeah...i wrote a damn lot...g'bye!!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;~*Dolly*~&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://img36.imageshack.us/img36/9738/OUCH.gif"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;lt;--funny hehe =D&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <title>Horny =P</title>
    <published>2005-03-27T08:25:26Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-27T08:28:32Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Beauty and the Beast Soundtract</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;one more thing before i go to bed:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I'm horny!! lmao =O&amp;nbsp; but who wouldn't be after lookin at&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20040929/01/1/8/a/18a091751d379f9657d583ec8748cc6a0_full.jpg"&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20040929/01/c/8/3/c834aeef24205cca9a67989062be78a10_full.jpg"&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20040929/01/5/a/1/5a162258c6f1e0192cb13a0be0f6c1001_full.jpg"&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20041013/09/5/8/b/58b9815d4e21038bb8b7c1e37fd0b66d0_full.jpg"&gt;&amp;lt;--i have more pictures of him but i believe they are very...inappropriate for livejournal lol ;)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and who can forget ANDY! my love!: &lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050105/22/6/9/f/69fcef01a13e3704522fc9634e5614490_full.jpg"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;my ever so darling: &lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050323/14/2/0/0/20008976ec8a3d8c83f6afc2291a709b0_full.jpg"&gt;&amp;nbsp;john T.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and last but not least: my buddy who is going to rule to world with me and his green hair: &lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050121/07/d/f/4/df46c31266d6343a41d5c339328142fb0_full.jpg"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;gahhh...so hot T.T&amp;nbsp; i want one...NOW!!&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;and something that's not AS hot but just as fun&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name="cutid2"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050327/00/1/d/4/1d4753590318765b97609b8927d1744d0_full.jpg"&gt;&lt;font size="4"&gt;LMAO ross looks so scary...he looks like he's going "hey kidsss come over hereeee....oOooo" lmao haha...and then po' hugo and his broken collar bone =( (sorry tuan...you got cut off by adam lol)&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050327/00/5/5/3/553bf2dc161dba952b9f26bcc87dcb3b0_full.jpg"&gt;Stephie!! yay ^.^&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size="4"&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050327/00/2/a/9/2a92e843dfe602608b803d957029c2690_full.jpg"&gt;lmao...george wouldn't look at the camera so i put it right in his face, after the last showing of 1776 *sniffle*&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050327/00/4/2/a/42a104819a5e136e26a8680113558d110_full.jpg"&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050327/00/f/7/3/f73b29690055acaf1e23f6cc28c5f1ef0_full.jpg"&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050327/00/2/f/3/2f356b42094d7bed44e2ebdbe4d245af0_full.jpg"&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050327/00/d/6/6/d66c4544227421469ab29edc541ed3600_full.jpg"&gt;&lt;font size="4"&gt;lmao Cody ....bahahah what a goofy pic&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050327/00/3/8/7/3870cb3355352058eb03c26ccefeef730_full.jpg"&gt;Mr. Pilgreen is such a P.I.M.P!&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050327/00/e/2/8/e289a37dbd0b88662737a308e7967e1a0_full.jpg"&gt;aww look at the lil midgets lol =P sowwie boys&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size="4"&gt;...er i have more pictures but i'll have to upload them later, i'm tired.&amp;nbsp; G'night all!! &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;~*Dolly*~&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img style="WIDTH: 335px; HEIGHT: 260px" height="293" src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050321/14/4/2/4/424b38b3fa70bb52f1bd19812214781c0_full.jpg" width="389"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:callekoo:10840</id>
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    <title>Gay guys come my way</title>
    <published>2005-03-27T07:04:02Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-27T07:04:02Z</updated>
    <lj:music>fucking on the dance floor--dirty sanchez</lj:music>
    <content type="html">my mission in life:&lt;br&gt;Make a gay guy straight.&amp;nbsp; Or bi at least.&lt;br&gt;that is all&lt;br&gt;~*Dolly*~&lt;br&gt;&lt;img style="WIDTH: 441px; HEIGHT: 332px" height="332" src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050321/14/5/5/6/55648962b3a4c4ef41bd9a7e25d7f94b0_full.jpg" width="444"&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:callekoo:10610</id>
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    <title>The Corpse</title>
    <published>2005-03-26T05:14:09Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-27T06:52:07Z</updated>
    <lj:music>think of me--phantom of the opera</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Sooo...i updated my livejournal's layout finally...so i went from the checkers to the retro pink now to this...which is dedicated to the movie "the notebook" lol which: Yes, ok it was a chick flick but hey..it was an AWESOME chick flick! lol..i loved that movie, so cute..makes me hope some dude falls in love with me like that some day (yeah right...if only life were like the movies).&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;anddd...i just wanted to say: "&lt;u&gt;Corpse Bride&lt;/u&gt;" is going to be such a RAD movie...omw, i can't wait to see it.&amp;nbsp; It comes out in September T.T -sniffle- i don't wanna wait that long! Geez..i've been waiting for "&lt;u&gt;Charlie in the Chocolate Factory&lt;/u&gt;" to come out for 2 years now and that STILL doesn't come out till May and now i have to wait for this movie till September too...arg!!&amp;nbsp; (by the way: got the charlie n the chocolate factory t-shirt which ROCKS and everybody commented on lol).&amp;nbsp; Anywho...for those who don't know what the "Corpse Bride" is: ur missing out...so get informed.&amp;nbsp; Here is some Handy information on the movie:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;By the way: i'm making another livejournal account that'll only be dedicated to movies lol...so i'll write the screen name when i get that all worked out (if ur wondering why i'm putting so much info for movies...this is just to start it off)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Well first off: it's directed by &lt;strong&gt;TIM BURTON&lt;/strong&gt;! the most bloody brilliant man on this earth.&amp;nbsp; And one of the main characters is voice-silvered by &lt;strong&gt;JOHNNY DEPP&lt;/strong&gt;...the most HOTTEST man on this earth lol.&amp;nbsp; And has sounding by &lt;strong&gt;Danny Elfman &lt;/strong&gt;who makes the best mixes/music on this earth.&amp;nbsp; So let me tell you: this cast production is rockin pretty damn hard.&amp;nbsp; And the movie will be created in the same clay-type style as &lt;strong&gt;The Nightmare Before Christmas &lt;/strong&gt;which is one of the best animated films on this earth.&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a&gt;click here for the trailor&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;or &lt;a href="http://www.rottentomatoes.com/m/corpse_bride/trailers.php"&gt;here if the first link doesn't work&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;div align="left"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;a name="cutid2"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; this movie was based off of an old tale and is a story based on actual events that occurred in 19th century Russia, at a time when anti-semitism was widespread in eastern Europe. Very often bands of anti-semites would waylay a Jewish wedding party on their way to the wedding. And because the bride would be the one to bear future generations, she would be ripped out of the carriage and murdered. 
&lt;p&gt;She would then be buried in her wedding gown.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;here is the Cropse Bride Story: (long but worth the read...for those of you that like to read stuff like this lol)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;The Corpse Bride&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Once upon a time there was a young man who lived in a village in Russia. He was to be married and he and his friend prepared to go to the village where his bride-to-be lived, two days walk from his own village.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The first night the two friends decided to set up camp by a river. The young man who was going to be married spotted an unusual looking stick in the ground that looked like a bony finger. He and his friend started joking about this bony finger sticking out of the ground and the young man who was going to be married took the golden wedding ring from his pocket and put it on the strange-looking stick. And then he started to do the wedding dance around the stick; he danced around the stick with the golden wedding ring three times and he sang the Jewish wedding song, and recited the entire marriage sacrament as he danced around the stick, he and his friend laughing the whole time. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Their fun stopped suddenly when the earth started rumbling and shaking beneath their feet. The place where the stick had been opened up and a very bedraggled looking corpse emerged, a living corpse, she had been a bride, but now was barely more than a skeleton held together by shreds of skin, still wearing an old torn white silk wedding dress. Worms and spider webs hung on the once-beaded bodice and tattered veil.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The two young men were aghast.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;"Ah," she said, "you have done the wedding dance and pronounced the marriage vows and you have put a ring on my finger. Now we are man and wife. I demand my rights as your bride."&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Shuddering with terror at the corpse bride's words, the two young men fled to the village where the young bride was waiting to be married. They went straight to the rabbi.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;"Rabbi," asked the young man breathlessly, "I have a very important question to ask you. If by some chance you're walking in the woods and you happen to see a stick that looks like a long bony finger coming out of the ground and you happen to put a golden wedding ring on the finger and do the wedding dance and pronounce the wedding vows, is this indeed a real marriage?"&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Looking very puzzled, the rabbi asked, "Do you know of such a situation?"&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;"Oh no, no, of course not, it's just a hypothetical question."&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Stroking his long beard thoughfully, the rabbi said, "let me think about it."&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And just then, a big gust of wind blew the door open, and in walked the corpse bride. "I lay claim to this man as my husband, for he has placed this wedding ring on my finger and pronounced the solemn marriage vows," she demanded, her bony finger rattling as she shook it at her intended brigegroom.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;"This is indeed a very serious matter. I'll have to consult with the other rabbis," said the rabbi.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Soon all the rabbis from the surrounding villages were gathered together. They went into conference, while the two young men anxiously awaited their decision. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The corpse bride waited on the porch tapping her foot, declaring, "I want to celebrate my wedding night with my husband."&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;These chilling words made every hair on the young man's body stand on end, though it was a warm summer day.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;While the rabbis were conferring, the real human bride arrived and wanted to know what all the fuss was about. When her fiance explained just what had happened, she started weeping, "Oh, my life is ruined, all my hopes and dreams are shattered; I'll never be married, never have a family."&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Just then the rabbis came out and asked: "Did you indeed put a gold ring on the finger, and did you dance around it three times and did you indeed pronounce the wedding vows in their entirety?"&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The two young men who by this time were cowering in a far corner nodded their heads.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Looking very serious the rabbis went back to confer again.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And the young bride wept bitter tears, while the corpse bride was by now gloating at the prospect of her long awaited wedding night.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;After a short while the rabbis solemnly marched out, took their seats, and announced, "Since you put the wedding ring on the finger of the corpse bride and you danced around it three times reciting the wedding vows, we have determined that this constitutes a proper wedding ceremony. Even so, we have decided that the dead have no claim upon the living."&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Sighing and murmuring could be heard from all corners, the young bride was especially relieved.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The corpse bride, however, howled, "Oh, there goes my last chance for a life; I'll never have my dreams fulfilled now, it's forever lost," and she collapsed on the floor. It was a pathetic sight, a heap of bones in a tattered wedding gown, lying there, lifeless.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Overcome with compassion for the corpse bride, the young bride knelt down and gathered up that old heap of bones, carefully arranging the shredded silk finery and holding her close, half sang, half murmured, as if cradling a crying infant, "dont worry I'll live your dreams for you, I'll live your hopes for you, I'll have your children for you, I'll have enough children for the two of us and you can rest in peace knowing that our children and our children's children will be well cared for and will not forget us." &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Tenderly she closed the eyes of the corpse bride, tenderly she held her in her arms and slowly and with measured steps she marched down to the river with her fragile charge, took her down by the river where she dug a shallow grave for her and laid her in it and crossed the bony arms over the bony chest, the one hand clasping the one with the ring on it, and folded the wedding gown around her. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Then she whispered, "May you rest in peace, I will live your dreams for you, don't worry, we will not forget you."&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The corpse bride looked happy and at peace in her new grave, as if she somehow knew that she would be fulfilled through this young bride And the young bride covered up, slowly, the corpse bride, covered up the tattered wedding gown in the shallow grave, covered it all up with earth, then put wildflowers all over the grave and stones all around it.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Then the young bride went back to her fiance and they were married in a very solemn wedding ceremony and they lived many happy years together. And all their children and grandchildren and great grandchildren were always told the story of the corpse bride, and so she was not forgotten, nor was the wisdom and compassion she had taught them forgotten either.&lt;br&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.aintitcool.com/image/corpsebride.jpg"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name="cutid3"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Release date:&lt;/strong&gt; September 23, 2005.&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Studio: &lt;/strong&gt;Vinton Studios / Warner Bros. &lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Director&lt;/strong&gt;: Mike Johnson &amp;amp; Tim Burton&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Screenplay&lt;/strong&gt; by Pamela Pettler &amp;amp; Caroline Thompson&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Producer&lt;/strong&gt;: Tim Burton&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Production Design&lt;/strong&gt;: Alex McDowell&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Cinematography&lt;/strong&gt;: Pete Kozachik&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Original Music&lt;/strong&gt;: Danny Elfman&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Voice Cast&lt;/strong&gt;:&lt;br&gt;Helena Bonham Carter as The Corpse Bride &lt;br&gt;Johnny Depp as Victor &lt;br&gt;Albert Finney&lt;br&gt;Richard E. Grant&lt;br&gt;Christopher Lee&lt;br&gt;Joanna Lumley&lt;br&gt;Emily Watson as Victoria &lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;~*Dolly*~&lt;/p&gt;
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    <title>callekoo @ 2005-03-22T15:46:00</title>
    <published>2005-03-22T20:52:20Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-22T21:00:12Z</updated>
    <lj:music>um...i dunno? lol</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Ok so since i'm too tired to update again, i'm just going to copy and paste my entry from my &lt;a href="http://www.xanga.com/dawn2dust"&gt;xanga&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;which is EXTREMELY long so i'ma just make a link for it too lol and man it's storming...YAY!! i l&amp;lt;3ve it when it storms ^.^ (betzy: make sure to see the next entry for codi's pics ^.^) and i haven't been making this a "friends only" journal lately cause i figured who cares...anywho...here: &lt;br&gt; &lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;bahhhh i've been thinking so much of my future lately. It's scary...knowing i'm going to be a senior next year. O.O then out on my own. How crazy. But yeah...so i know i'll be traveling once i graduate but it makes me think: will i have enough money to survive on? will i get behind on college education? what about a job? what about the language?! what if i find someone who doesn't speak any english at all?! I mean i guess it'll be ok when i go to france cause i'm guessing by the time i'm around there enough i'll catch onto the language since i already learned it once...i think it'd be a lot easier to learn it the second time. And then in japan i have my god parents that could help me out....but still. I think i'm going to by the euro-train ticket and go backpacking through Europe....where u just pack w/e u can on ur back that u need to survive with and then with the ticket u can go anywhere u want in Europe on it...and just go through the country. It'll be so scary going alone and doing all that by myself, but i think i can do it. I have faith in myself lol. This has always been my dream so won't let fright get in the way of it...it'd be nice though if someone would go with me. *le sigh* and then when i move to Japan i know i want to get into Lolita Modeling but that'll be so hard...since i'm white...damn my skin. And the language might be kinda hard to pick up. Then i want to go visit Maylee in Austrailia...so exciting. And i sooo wanna go to California with Stephie for spring break lol that'd be so freakin awesome...i've always wanted to go there and visit my cousins or something but never got around to it...now i feel so motivated to do it. If i have to i'll get money outta my bank just to go. But for now i have a place to stay with Adam in London, my godparents in Japan, Maylee in Australia, Andy in New Zealand, Zack or Elliot in St. Martins (god i love that place), and my cousins in California lol. And I know that i wanna work for disney or pixar, so i'll have to get started with that...and california would be the perfect place! Man i wanna do so much in my life but prolly won't be able to go through with it...i hate money problems. I need to get a job. oOo but here is a fun fact...Jamie made my a SECOND character in another one of her mangas...only this manga i'm the MAIN character! woot! and she actually kept my name. So now i've got two mangas which i've got a character of myself in ^.^ yay for having big eyes. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I always meet these people where they have traveled from so many places, moved from other countries, have orginated from other areas and have different types or races in them like columbian or asian and i've always been jealous of it. I want that. I want to have traveled all over, have that history and say that i've done that. I think i've realized finally what my dream is...it's to do everything i've been jealous of other people, follow through with it all and get out in the world on my own...expierence all those different things that i've heard about and be able to write about it, say that i've done it...share it with others. yeah...that'd be nice. I'm going to be that girl that jumped outta a plane at the age of 90 for the 103 time. I'm going to bungee jump off a bridge, jump off a 40+ ft waterfall, traveled all over the world, danced on a bar, lived with a tribe (well i did that but it was only for a week), and hell...ran with the bulls!....yeah.&lt;br&gt;sorry so long, i know no one will read this but oh well...perhaps i'll read it when i'm 30 and think "i already had it all planned out" or something.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;oh oh one more thing: i might...just MIGHT go with Stephie to Calgary during the summer! woooo...i love canada. sooo pretty and awesome people. pshh even if i end up not going with her i'ma still try to go...maybe see if i can get into my old cabin there...man, so much wishing! lol&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a name="cutid2"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; I'ma blonde! O.O tis scary&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img height="360" src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050321/14/4/2/4/424b38b3fa70bb52f1bd19812214781c0_full.jpg" width="494"&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050321/14/5/5/6/55648962b3a4c4ef41bd9a7e25d7f94b0_full.jpg"&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050321/14/b/1/7/b17c49095c83f4fbd72250b481f1fd630_full.jpg"&gt;&amp;lt;--woo scary O.O&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050321/14/e/e/1/ee1e0bd63a5d54ec8472860f87dade530_full.jpg"&gt;woo i look like sailor moon here ^.^ ...silhouette&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050321/14/e/0/9/e09087e4ba5555c6710a00e630e54f6d0_full.jpg"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;lt;3&lt;br&gt;~*Dolly*~&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img style="WIDTH: 273px; HEIGHT: 221px" height="323" src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050321/14/e/2/a/e2ae209873b7e3102bec0f8556a92f900_full.jpg" width="479"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <title>codiiiii</title>
    <published>2005-03-22T20:42:54Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-22T20:42:54Z</updated>
    <lj:music>i swear i'm not okay (i promise)--my chemical romance</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;ok so this update is dedicated to my babies' daddy lol&lt;br&gt;Betzy: here are the pics i was tellin you about the guy Codi ^.^...they are from last year though and some of them aren't that good (pictures never do justice) but u'll get the hint.&lt;br&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;img style="WIDTH: 600px; HEIGHT: 392px" height="392" src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics2/i/20040617/9/4/e/0/4/94e04735a3e21d4e69b37f4199b362af0_full.jpg" width="603"&gt;(on the right, of course)&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics2/i/20040617/1/4/5/f/4/145f4bd1bd1863662bf8cf55ff224a1c1_full.jpg"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics2/i/20040729/7/f/3/b/e/7f3be61f3d2a2357217c6e9dd2ea373b0_full.jpg"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics2/i/20040530/9/b/d/0/0/9bd007899cd33cd8f93082f030c3f5f90_full.jpg"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics2/i/20040530/b/9/3/3/e/b933ea3d3a4c91b6f92d78771450dfbd0_full.jpg"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;well..i just wish i had an updated picture of him...as soon as he gets off grounded i'ma hang out with him lol and i'll remember to take his picture ^.^ cause these ones just don't do him justice :( &lt;/p&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
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    <title>callekoo @ 2005-03-15T21:42:00</title>
    <published>2005-03-16T02:43:49Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-16T02:45:36Z</updated>
    <lj:music>heaven's a lie--lacuna coil</lj:music>
    <content type="html">bum...bum...bum...bum...the heart can be so steady but then start rushing at just the sound of a word.  bum...bum...bum.bum.bumBUMBUMBUM!! 

funny how you can't control it...the blood starts to rush to the face, the butterflies start flapping their wings, you gaze down at your feet...shy even though you're usually very outspoken.  It can be such a hypocritical feeling.  Sometimes i wonderful feeling, sometimes a horrible one.&lt;br&gt;

Well sorry about that lil intro...i know it's gay but oh well.  Only way to explain it.  I think the love bug is floating around....or that stupid  cupid hasn't left yet from valentines day.  Stricking everyone causing chaos and a huge triangle.  Everyone seems to be developing crushes and it's just causing one big  ball of psychoness.  Funny how so many people can feel the same way...especially towards the same person.  I just manage to sit by and watch it all happen...leave my feelings to myself.  Is that the right thing to do?  I'm thinkin about telling Maria...get it out in the open...she keeps talkin to me and everything she says is exactly how i am...but it's so weird.  We are all on the same track, but only one can win.  I think i'll just get outta the race before i get in over my head.  But if i tell maria...she'll prolly feel weird and feel like she can't talk to me anymore.  I dunno.  Maybe i'll just bash my head till i forget about the whole mess lol.  I never can seem to work things out right.  I think i'm sick of trying too...alright that's it..i give up.  Putting feelings aside.  I don't need any, no use in this case anyways.  I'll find someone eventually...ah damn patience.&lt;br&gt;

*sniffle*i lurvs u codi...will u have my sexy asian babies now?*sniffle*&lt;br&gt;
~*Dolly*~&lt;br&gt;
no picture today...i don't feel like showing the ugly duckling.</content>
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    <title>school...ugh!</title>
    <published>2005-03-09T19:10:24Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-09T19:15:47Z</updated>
    <lj:music>slash dot dash--fatboy slim</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well i'm in my fourth block right now and i'm just spacing out. Today I did it again, I just stared at everyone during lunch. I don't know why but I can't help but sit and watch people...watch how each person is so different from one another but we all mesh together. Seperated in little groups, each wearing a certain style and talking about different things. Wondering what each person is talking about...maybe what they did that day? Gossip? Their "love"? Their friends?...I find it amazing how we all can connect on a certain level but are completely our own person. I love watching people though...and the teacher we had on our drama trip that taught us to do lil actions on the spot told us that watching people was a part of the job of being an actess because you have to be able to mold yourself into completely differen't people...it made me realize that i love doing that...i always catch myself doing it now. To watch maybe an old couple holding hands, or two young teenagers kissing/fighting, someone pregnant tucking their hand under their belly...comforting the little kicks coming from inside...ugh. I'm so weird. I can't help it though...Maybe that's why i want to travel so much...i want to see all the different cultures and different kinda people. AND &lt;strong&gt;OMW&lt;/strong&gt; i read emily and breja's livejournal entries about TEC and WOW I WANNA GO! like major wow. lol it seems so rad...i use to be in youth group and have sunday school all the time until i moved here and man do i miss it. I think TEC would be right up my alley because i feel like i'm losing my "connection" with God. I'm starting to have doubts and questions that aren't good and i think it'd be a great expeirence...and how they got to meet all those people! AW! *&lt;em&gt;jealous&lt;/em&gt;* lol. wow this is a long entry...i'll end it now...sorry about all the blubbering! &lt;br&gt;mucho &amp;lt;3 to all you awesome individuals out there lol &lt;br&gt;&lt;u&gt;~*Dolly*~&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br&gt;
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    <title>:(</title>
    <published>2005-02-05T03:58:57Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-05T03:58:57Z</updated>
    <lj:music>the figgs</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#ff0000" size="6"&gt;Will &lt;em&gt;you&lt;/em&gt; be my valentine?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#ff0000" size="5"&gt;*missing*&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#ff0000" size="1"&gt;i've never liked valentines day...and it's coming up..i just wish for once i could get a card or something.&amp;nbsp; That'd be kinda nice.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#ff0000" size="1"&gt;~*dolly*~&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v324/callekoo/11skull.jpg"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v324/callekoo/11cartoon.jpg"&gt;</content>
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    <title>friends friends friendssss</title>
    <published>2004-12-22T07:31:35Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-31T02:23:51Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Illness Illusion-- Malice Mizer</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20041221/22/c/f/f/cffa12db3800eecb2ec12a5e314a8baf0_full.jpg" width="310" height="433"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;if you wanna read my page, u must be a friend! (leave a comment if u want me to add you)&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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